Where My Heart Used to Beat: A Novel
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Where My Heart Used to Beat: A Novel

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$5.83
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Paperback
Pages
352
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Picador
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ISBN-13
978-1250117960
Dimensions
5.75 x 0.95 x 9.03 inches

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“ An absorbing look at the intimate connection between love, war, and memory. ”― Kirkus (starred review) “Faulks examines the vagaries of human nature when under siege, primarily through the eyes of Robert Hendricks . . . . whose experiences were harrowing on the one hand and joyous on the other―he met his one true love in Italy. Faulks is renowned and respected for his fresh approach to . . .combat's assault on the human psyche. Here. . .[d]espite everything he's experienced, [Hendricks] will not give up on the human race .” ― Publishers Weekly “Faulks expertly crafts a harrowing portrait of Hendricks as a man defined by loss. . . . We hope for at least a measure of happiness for this man of sorrows, because Faulks has drawn us so persuasively and passionately into his struggles.”― The Boston Globe “ The passages set in the trenches of Anzio in 1944 are as compelling and alive as anything he has written since Birdsong , his huge-selling 1993 novel about British tunnel-diggers at the Somme. The intricacies of war suit Faulks’s love of research and his mastery of it – how to layer and find ornament in it, what German tanks to mention, what level of ignorance to assume on the part of his reader. And there’s something about the everyday nearness of men being ripped apart by flying metal that raises Faulks’s officer-class prose to its sharpest pitch .” ― The Guardian “This is a profoundly moving novel. One of its themes is that man prides him/herself on being cerebrally more highly evolved than other animals, and yet even as recently as the 20th century, history has been strewn with man-made atrocities. In Hendricks, Faulks has created a man whose laudable aim to help others contrasts with his inability to take the action needed to help himself.” ― The Independent “The work of a man ith an eerie mastery of the form in its modern, popular incarnation . . . This is a terrific novel , humming with ideas, knowing asides, shafts of sunlight, shouts of laughter and moments of almost unbearable tragedy.”― The Telegraph “It's in his . . . evocations of World War II that Faulks’s writing is especially moving and exciting , thanks to a sure combination of historical description . . . and dialogue-rich camaraderie.”― The New York Times Book Review “Wise and readable. . . . filled with scenes of genuine power .”―Charles Finch, USA Today “Sebastian Faulks writes like a modern-day Hemingway . . . . [he] manages the amazing --- he takes this story and infuses a level of humor, romance and drama into it that transcends other such tales. . . . [ Where My Heart Used to Beat ] could be one of the best of all the lost-romance-of-the-war stories of all time , taking its place amidst Casablanca and The Sun Also Rises .” ― BookReporter “Heartfelt and heartbreaking, insightful and inventive this is Sebastian Faulks at his best .” ― Bite the Book “Beneath the beautifully depicted landscapes, the vivid images of war and the detailed research on psychiatry, underneath the layered characters, the exquisite turns of phrase and the engaging, rewarding plot, Faulks seems able to touch a core that very few authors can – studying, detailing and celebrating the human condition and relating that to the reader in a completely unique way. ” ― The Bookbag Sebastian Faulks is the internationally bestselling author of several novels, including Charlotte Gray , which was made into a film starring Cate Blanchett, and the #1 international bestseller and classic Birdsong , which has sold more than 3 million copies and has been adapted for the stage, for television (starring Eddie Redmayne), and is now in development as a feature film. He lives in London.

Features & Highlights

  • A sweeping drama about the madness of war and the power of love, with passages as "compelling and alive as anything he has written since
  • Birdsong
  • " (
  • The Guardian
  • )
  • London, 1980. Robert Hendricks, an established psychiatrist and author, has so bottled up memories of his own wartime past that he is nearly sunk into a life of aloneness and depression. Out of the blue, a baffling letter arrives from one Dr. Alexander Pereira, a neurologist and a World War I veteran who claims to be an admirer of Robert's published work. The letter brings Robert to the older man's home on a rocky, secluded island off the south of France, and into tempests of memories--his childhood as a fatherless English boy, the carnage he witnessed and the wound he can't remember receiving as a young officer in the war, and, above all, the great, devastating love of his life, an Italian woman, "L," whom he met during the war. As Robert's recollections pour forth, he's unsure whether they will lead to psychosis--or redemption. But Dr. Pereira knows. Profoundly affecting and masterfully told, Sebastian Faulks's
  • Where My Heart Used to Beat
  • sweeps through the 20th century, brilliantly interrogating the darkest corners of the human mind and bearing tender witness to the abiding strength of love.

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Madly in love.

Sebastian Faulks constructs an elaborate edifice to facilitate a series of flashbacks to the narrator’s Second World War years and his subsequent career as a psychiatrist specialising in the chronically insane. The story begins with Robert Hendricks at the age of sixty leading a lonely life. An enigmatic invitation arrives from a stranger, an aged gent who resides on a tiny remote island off the French coast. The invite leads Robert to his door. Robert’s father died in the First World War and the old man had fought alongside him. Will Robert learn something about the father he never knew?

This is a complex tale about madness in various forms: madness as an incurable illness, madness brought on by the horrors of war, madness triggered by one’s genetic inheritance and another kind of madness, the madness of falling headlong into love. For Robert, fighting on the Italian front in World War 2, his life becomes irreparably altered when he meets and falls in love with a beautiful Italian girl, Luisa. But love, like armies, cannot always conquer all.

There are one or two stabs at humour here but on the whole this is a fairly downbeat read. Faulks is excellent on his narrator’s research into madness and this was fascinating to read. But Robert’s experiences with the opposite sex occasionally made for uncomfortable reading and his denouement vis-à-vis Luisa left me, frankly, baffled. I shall close with a longish quote that appealed to me and which provides some idea of the quality of the writing. Here, the author is talking about Paris:

“It was a very handsome city, more so than London; but there was the smugness to deal with, the speech of grunts and shrugs; the barely concealed affection for the departed Nazi occupier; its void August, lay religiosity and fixation with appearances; the way people listened to and admired themselves in the act of talking; the surliness of its waiters, ticket-sellers and shop assistants; the boiling little hotel rooms with their floral wallpaper; its willed ignorance of other cultures.” Just so.
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Had potential, but a lot of references were lost on me

I was disappointed by this book. The title intrigued me, and the premise of how the war affected the main character in relation to memories. However, it fell flat. The main character was kind of boring. A lot of the references and writing was lost on me as it was written by a British author so I didn't understand some of it. I've read a few books that explore memory, and thought there were a few hidden gems in the book. I liked how they talked about how whenever we revisit a memory we change it. And I think it's true, when we remember we are approaching the memory with a new self, one with new insights, feelings, and circumstances. We see the memory in a new light and change how we perceive it from then on and so forth whenever we do this. The book had potential but I guess it just wasn't my style of writing, it lacked character development, and had a decent amount of references or passages that I had to just skip over.
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Nice case. Helpful zippered compartment for plug and cord

Nice case. Helpful zippered compartment for plug and cord. Would recommend to others.
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Not my favorite!

Not interesting to me. Never finished it. Probably will try again but I have other books to read.
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Like war stories? Here's one.

In some ways, this is a well written book with great descriptions of battle strategies and, in the end, a lot to think about, but I did not like it. Much of the story is a war story, which I admit I have a bias against. But still.....there were characters who went no where, long stretches of boring war details, and an unsatisfactory ending.
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Good read

Interesting, entertaining. Some very long passages of war that somewhat fall out of the narrative. A bit fragmented overall, but found thoughts that resonated.