Good Me Bad Me: A Novel
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Good Me Bad Me: A Novel

Hardcover – September 5, 2017

Price
$12.98
Format
Hardcover
Pages
304
Publisher
Flatiron Books
Publication Date
ISBN-13
978-1250087645
Dimensions
6 x 1 x 9 inches
Weight
1.25 pounds

Description

An Amazon Best Book of September 2017: Who hasn’t wanted to do a very bad thing? Fifteen-year-old Milly battles these urges daily, but she not only has the desire to be wicked; she’s had the training to make her impulses reality. The daughter of a female serial killer who preyed on young children, Milly was raised in a nightmare of abuse and butchery. By turning in her mother to the police, Milly has escaped. But has she really? Debut author Ali Land is devious: She only hints at the horrors Milly experienced, forcing the reader to fill in the gaps. A brief scene in which Milly dissects a pig heart in biology class includes the chilling, almost throwaway line, “I know a lot about a person’s insides.” Milly wants her “good me” aspect to win, but relentless bullying at school, her unhealthy friendship with another lost teen, and the pressure of testifying against her mother gnaw at Milly, allowing her darker instincts to ooze through her defenses. Your own impulses will veer between wanting to protect Milly and dreading what she’s capable of. Readers will have differing reactions to the ending, so when you’ve finished Good Me Bad Me , swiftly hand it over to a friend so you can unravel the conclusion together. —Adrian Liang, Amazon Book Review “Unnerving... Land is a mental health nurse who has worked with traumatized children, and her portrait of Milly has a powerful sense of authenticity.”― New York Times Book Review “A terrific voyage into the teenage psyche…Land has written an intense, insightful first novel; its believable characters caught up in realistic situations will make the reader think more deeply about teenage mental health. Fans of Jay Asher’s Thirteen Reasons Why will enjoy this book immensely.”― Library Journal, starred review“A deliberate pace and a skillfully woven plot conspire to create a visceral read that’s at once a gripping psychological thriller and a devastating exploration of the damage wrought by childhood trauma.” ― Publishers Weekly , starred review“Fall's most delicious thriller... A gripping psychological suspense that will captivate your imagination from the first page to the last.”― Redbook “The fifteen-year-old narrator of Ali Land’s Good Me Bad Me has a lot in common with Lisbeth Salander… This remarkable debut...will grip you to the very end. Good Me Bad Me is a strong, assured, very special psychological thriller.” ―Open Letters Monthly “ Good Me, Bad Me hooked me from the start. The writing is clear and direct, but also has a quiet sort of elegance to it,and an almost musical lilt...Keeps up a delightfully tense atmosphere that had me turning the pages until the early hours of the morning...I was enthralled with the suspense and intrigue, and think fans of famed author Gillian Flynn’s Sharp Objects might find their next favorite read in this exciting debut.” ―BookBrowse “Part of the fun of reading a book like Ali Land’s Good Me Bad Me is the anticipation of what’s to come... Fortunately, Land delivers on all accounts… Land expertly captures the angst and trauma of teenage adolescence through Milly’s compelling narrative voice. The result is a starkly realized and haunting thriller.” ―BookPage “A sense of creeping dread drives the narrative, and that most fascinating of crime-novel subjects, the female serial killer, casts a formidable shadow…Readers will be more than happy to go along for the ride and may be surprised how they feel about the conclusion, proving the unmistakable spell that Land has cast. Sly, unsettling, and impossible to put down.”― Kirkus “Land coolly ratchets up tension and takes the reader into a damaged mind, exploring the question of nature versus nurture, and the possibility of redemption. Good Me Bad Me is a heartbreaking, breathtaking chill of a book.”― Shelf Awareness “The kind of unreliable narrator who has fascinated readers of The Girl on the Train and other such novels....A gripping tale in the cutting voice of a teen antiheroine.”― Booklist “An intensely compelling exploration of nature versus nurture wrapped up in a page-turning psychological thriller. Darkly disturbing and beautifully written.”―Sarah Pinborough, New York Times bestselling author of Behind Her Eyes “Original and compelling - what a sensational debut!” ―Clare Mackintosh, New York Times bestselling author of I Let You Go “A gripping, psychological rollercoaster, Good Me Bad Me is an unputdownable read that will leave readers wondering just how much control they have over their own fate.”―Buzzfeed“Who’s going to be the next Gillian Flynn or Paula Hawkins or Ruth Ware? Ali Land, that’s who....Reader, I was enthralled.”―CriminalElement.com“Engrossing thriller.”―Today.com“ Good Me Bad Me is a novel that explodes off the page, with beautifully drawn characters and carefully executed pace. Heart rending, engrossing and ultimately terrifying, you'll be thinking about it a long time after you've turned the final page.” ―Rowan Coleman, New York Times bestselling author of The Memory Book “Unbelievably good, utterly gripping.” ―Jill Mansell, internationally bestselling author of Rumor Has It “Good Me Bad Me is utterly compelling. Ali Land writes with such clarity, and such imagination, you will fall into her world on the very first page and find yourself unable to leave. An extraordinary and breath-taking debut.” ―Joanna Cannon, bestselling author of The Trouble with Goats and Sheep “ Good Me Bad Me is an astonishing debut - technically sophisticated and emotionally heart wrenching. So many things are done well - the status jungle of girls school, the psychological dissonance of a dysfunctional family, the internal machinery of damaged children. I thought it was wonderful.”―Helen Callaghan, internationally bestselling author of Dear Amy “Ten pages into Good Me Bad Me , I became an Ali Land fan. Her beautiful, intimate voice immediately tugged me into the heart and mind of a serial killer's daughter and then wouldn't let go. Is there hope for this teenager's new life outside of her mother's horror? Original, intense, and utterly compelling, Good Me Bad Me is not just a terrific thriller but a psychological dive into a young girl's soul. It takes subtlety and perfect balance to maintain a dark tale like this, and Land never once stutters or makes you look away.” ―Julia Heaberlin, internationally bestselling author of Black-Eyed Susans “An astoundingly compelling thriller. Beyond tense. You hardly breathe. Best read in ages.”―Matt Haig, author of The Humans and Reasons to Stay Alive “Intelligent and disturbing, Good Me Bad Me had me hooked from the first page.”―Debbie Howells, author of The Bones of You “Milly's voice is gripping and shocking. This is a book you will want to discuss with everyone you know.” ―Claire Douglas, author of The Sisters and Local Girl Missing “The new Girl on The Train , which was the new Gone Girl. You get the picture. This psycho-thriller by Ali Land is set to be massive.” ― Cosmopolitan UK“A gripping tale about a teenage girl waiting to give evidence at her serial-killer mother's trial. Unsettling and unforgettable.” ― Heat “Incredible, very special.”― Radio 4's Open Book “Uncomfortable, shocking, and totally compelling, put this to the top of your to-read pile.” ― Sun “Unsettling. Holds our attention from the opening page. There is so much to praise here.” ― Guardian Ali Land 's background is in adolescent mental health, and the way in which children survive extraordinary circumstances interests her greatly. Books from her teenage years--in particular The Wasp Factory and Lord of the Flies --helped inspire this novel. Ali is a full-time writer. Good Me, Bad Me is her debut novel. Read more

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  • is dark, compelling, voice-driven psychological suspense by debut author Ali Land: "Could not be more unputdownable if it was slathered with superglue." ―
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  • Milly’s mother is a serial killer. Though Milly loves her mother, the only way to make her stop is to turn her in to the police. Milly is given a fresh start: a new identity, a home with an affluent foster family, and a spot at an exclusive private school. But Milly has secrets, and life at her new home becomes complicated. As her mother’s trial looms, with Milly as the star witness, Milly starts to wonder how much of her is nature, how much of her is nurture, and whether she is doomed to turn out like her mother after all. When tensions rise and Milly feels trapped by her shiny new life, she has to decide: Will she be good? Or is she bad? She is, after all, her mother's daughter.

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Better than ambien

Nothing thrilling about this book at all. With such a great premise it really should've taken off, but literally nothing happens. The writing is choppy and the sentences are too short throughout. And it's written in a mixtures of 1st and 2nd person which is confusing as heck. Basically, it's the inner ramblings of someone telling a story about a few months of their life. Don't waste your time. No twists or shocks or thrills. No depth to the main character. Dull.
10 people found this helpful
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Expected a better book

I did not find it gripping or terrifying or any of the other superlatives reviewers used. It was predictable and plodding at times, but an okay book. I actually found the foster family interactions far more interesting than the "thriller/suspense" elements. I also don't particularly like reading about bullying and kids being mean but that's not what put me off. I expected more from this book and found it disappointing.
9 people found this helpful
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Major disappointment

This so-called thriller didn't have any thrills for me, but it did have an incredibly pathetic main character who did nothing but whine about everything and everyone. The story went nowhere, and then very slowly. And the writing? Stilted would be a generous describtion. Had high hopes, major disappointment. Didn't come close to holding my interest .... I didn't finish the book.
4 people found this helpful
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Not for me unfortunately

I was given an advance reading copy of this book in exchange for an honest opinion.

A 14/15year old girl has been abused (to put it mildly) and turned her mother in to the authorities as a child serial killer. She goes to stay in a foster home with a teenaged girl who is just plain evil. As are her friends. With cell phones to document all of their torments, and adults who do not deal with it, I just couldn't handle it.
I did not finish this book. When I worked in the public school, I dealt with behavior children and knew their backgrounds. It takes a toll on a person emotionally. I guess I am not emotionally ready for this book at this time. The fact that this book affected me so emotionally, tells me this is a well written book. It just hit too close to reality for me.
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Good Me Bad Me

Milly is starting her new life with a foster family with her new name to hide her true identity, you see Milly is really Annie, the daughter of a serial killer awaiting trial. Not only is Milly a serial killer’s daughter but she herself is the one that went to the police and turned her mother in to stop her from killing any more children.

Now living in the home of Mike, a psychologist working with Milly, and his family including his wife and daughter, Milly finds herself trying to come to terms with her mother. Her new life isn’t exactly easy for Milly either though, Mike’s daughter makes a point to bully Milly not liking that her parents didn’t keep their promise of no more foster children and Milly also has to prepare for her mother’s upcoming trial in which Milly is the key witness.

Good Me Bad Me by Ali Land is one that caught my attention after seeing tons of great reviews on the book so since it sounded right up my alley I thought I would fall in love with this book. When finished however I rather thought the story was more of one that is just alright, it’s good but not as great as I was expecting it to be.

My first issue with this one came with getting used to Milly/Annie’s narrative in the story. It really does fit the character quite well but it also took some getting used to for me since Milly spends alot of time in her own head speaking with her mother and going over events.

Once I got used to that though the book picked up and took off but then my second complaint came into play… There was no amazing twist or shocking reveal in my opinion. The story really just seemed to go right to the obvious to me so I was left with wanting a bit more unfortunately. Perhaps this is just because I read so much but that did end up bringing my rating down a bit more.

I received an advance copy from the publisher via NetGalley.
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I've read this story before. The ending was not ...

I've read this story before. The ending was not foreshadowed, it was screamed early in the book. Such things as a person being able to see through a screen made one wonder if it was just a sheet or how many other Deus Machina elements allowed the author to progress her story. I bought it because of a review in a very respectable newspaper. The reviewer may need a new job soon.
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Creepy to the Max!

3.5 Stars.* (rounded up)

Creepy to the Max.

Milly is not just your ordinary foster girl. She wants to be of course, but it’s just not possible you see - her mother is a killer. And not just any killer, she is the Peter Pan Serial Killer. And Milly turned her in. Now Milly is going to have to testify against her own mother in order to put her away for good.

All Milly wanted was to fit in somewhere but soon she realizes that foster care isn’t all that it’s cracked up to be. The idyllic hopes she had for the “perfect” family are anything but. Her new foster sister Phoebe despises her and calls her “dog face” and is intent on making Milly’s life miserable. Milly’s foster dad Mike is also a psychologist and he’s been helping her cope with her ordeal. Yet Milly feels extremely guilty and is frightened. Frightened of letting anyone know her thoughts or know what actually happened during her time with her mother.

“Good Me Bad Me” was a creepy and captivating character study of Milly, in addition to being a psychological thriller. Though it was obvious to me how it would end - almost from the start, I found the novel entertaining and was glued to it from the beginning. The character of Milly was fascinating and I couldn’t help but be completely riveted by her. This is a novel that I enjoyed but can’t quite say that I loved. Perhaps because I found it somewhat predictable, perhaps because it just missing a little something, I’m not quite sure. On the whole, I think “Good Me Bad Me” is an impressive debut by Ali Land and I look forward to see what comes out with next.

Published on Goodreads, Amazon, Twitter and Instagram on 12.12.17.
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An original, psychological thriller

'Good me, bad me' by Ali Land is a psychological thriller that will pull on your heart strings whilst leaving a bitter taste in your mouth. This was going to be a 5 star read for me but the predictability of the ending brought it right down to a 3 star for me. I loved the originality of the novel so for it to end so obviously and somewhat rushed was a huge disappointment. The bullying also troubled me. Yes I know I am no Spring chicken and I understand technology is making it easier for children to bully each other but the extend of the bullying was unrealistic and far too extreme. I refuse to accept this height of bullying would take place and not one person would intervene.

If it wasn't for these 2 points "Good me, bad me" would receive 5 stars from me because; up until the finale it was SO original, Lands choice of language and story telling meant it flowed so well that it was extremely difficult to put down, his character building made you so interested and intrigued in every character even if they weren't the most likeable and finally his achievement of sensitively, raising the topic of child abuse without making it too graphic and still managing to capture the horror of the abuse.

I would like to thank the publisher for a free ARC in return for an honest review and I would recommend this book to anyone who enjoys psychological thrillers if they aren't too worried about a predictable ending.
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An original, psychological thriller

'Good me, bad me' by Ali Land is a psychological thriller that will pull on your heart strings whilst leaving a bitter taste in your mouth. This was going to be a 5 star read for me but the predictability of the ending brought it right down to a 3 star for me. I loved the originality of the novel so for it to end so obviously and somewhat rushed was a huge disappointment. The bullying also troubled me. Yes I know I am no Spring chicken and I understand technology is making it easier for children to bully each other but the extend of the bullying was unrealistic and far too extreme. I refuse to accept this height of bullying would take place and not one person would intervene.

If it wasn't for these 2 points "Good me, bad me" would receive 5 stars from me because; up until the finale it was SO original, Lands choice of language and story telling meant it flowed so well that it was extremely difficult to put down, his character building made you so interested and intrigued in every character even if they weren't the most likeable and finally his achievement of sensitively, raising the topic of child abuse without making it too graphic and still managing to capture the horror of the abuse.

I would like to thank the publisher for a free ARC in return for an honest review and I would recommend this book to anyone who enjoys psychological thrillers if they aren't too worried about a predictable ending.
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Good Me Bad Me

I received an Advanced Reading Copy from the publusher for review .
Its the story of a 15 year old girl who was raised by her serial killer mother and finally turns her in.
She's placed in a foster home where the father is a psychiatrist. He is working with her helping prepare her for her court testimony.
She is also dealing with a foster sister who is extremely mean to her.
There is a great twist at the end and it makes for a very satisfying read.
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